work to keep Toby safe.
Now, for the first time, I had the freedom to decide what kind of future I wanted.
One year later, I stood on the porch of a quiet house overlooking a lake in upstate New York.
Autumn leaves covered the lawn.
The air smelled of pine trees and fresh coffee.
Across the grass, Toby was throwing a football with two friends from college.
He was nineteen now.
Healthy.
Confident.
And enjoying the opportunities I’d once worried I couldn’t provide.
Julian stepped onto the porch wearing